So I took quite a long break from this website and I wouldn’t say purposefully but I just had a lot of shit going on you know? Well I’ve decided to get back on the wagon of findingalijo again. lol. Sounds funny just saying that but I lost track somewhere in the throes of life and now its time to get back on.
I went for a ride today…while my boyfriend was jogging and I was way out of shape….out of breath…dying…It was like…woah….reality check when I used to be able to bike 16 miles now problem back home….and 70 pounds lighter. My goal right now is to just get under 200 pounds. I’m tired of the issues that go along with being a fat girl. You know what I mean….the riding underwear, the pain bumps on thighs and buttocks, and of course worrying about the damn muffin top….
Don’t get me wrong…I’ve grown to accept my body the way it is. You can’t be a perfect size with perfect parts like porn stars….hey…sometimes you can even see pimples and imperfect parts on their bodies….nonetheless the only thing I can do now is love my body and treat the way it’s supposed to be treated. I’m going to stop eating like I’m a trained Olympian….and eat healthy for my body…..
I’m starting at 235 pounds and by the end of the month I hope to be able to say that I am down to 225….cuz I think when I weighed 235 I was on a scale that wasn’t exactly right and I think I may have been bloated but nonetheless….its a work in progress….
The ultimate goal is 150 right now….but I just want under 200 pounds for sure!! :)